Monday, November 02, 2009
its pretty hard to keep on talking and at de same time get people to listen to you. people might disagree with you or maybe tend to stand with you if the point that you're carrying with have some sort of benefit for them.
hence, de talk still need to be done. its not de matter of people listening or not, its not de matter of people agreeing or not. its a matter of fulfilling de responsibilites. one that's demanded upon allegiance that you have swore.
like what being said by a dinosour in the world of debating, "its unfair to put the burden of the opposition on the government side." but still someone need to do something.
as for me, its not the matter of who you are or which side that you're standing for. its the matter of to do or not to do.
if there's an issue over things that revolve in daily life, one that realize it must attend to it though its bound to other people scope of responsibilities.
take it as a chance or opportunity thats been given to you to correct whats wrong or to patch where's leaking. cause at the end of the day as long as its benefit anyone or anything, it will benefit you as well. if its not here, it'll be hereafter.
Posted at 08:22 am by
acit
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
its pretty nice to do extraordinary stuff in ordinary situation. not intent to look kewl but to feel kewl instead.
ordinary people busy paying each others a visit. wedding, raya open house, birthday party and many other form of gathering.
extraordinary people travel into de heart of kl (though nobody's really there) just to check out some arts event and kewl stuff.
it wasnt really planned actually, just thinking of meeting up Ebi in de first place but since she left early, i decided to stick around for a while and its seem to be damn worth it.
Arts for Grab.
dat's wat it's called. its kewl to see people of different background doing different stuff but under de same concept or idea dat they have which is ART. doesnt really matter if they're black, white or brown. wat's more if they're muslim,christian, hindu or buddhist. they all sat together and talk bout de same interest dat they have and dat is UNITY.
ai can say its a heaven for girls due to all de stuff put on sale. handmade shoes, homemade pineapple jem, handmade bracelet and necklace and tees. it was damn awsam.~ even i got myself tempted wit all de stuff promoted. end up spending nearly hundred for couple of books and a tees sold by a kewl couple from BlatAnt group, they're so frenly.!~ :p.
also got a postcard from Ebi bought from her fren's booth. i'm overwhelmed by weird feeling over de postcard but still yeah, enjoying it. if yu happen to read this Ebi, thank yu soo much.~ will get something for ya next taim around.! haha.~
there's also performance called Pentas Raya. its damn awsam. missed out de first show but wat come afterward were nicer than de first ai can say. its called Poetry Sell Out. only one word came out from mai mouth after they've finished "..KEWL.~" those people are gorjes. yu can check out the vids recorded from the scene in my facebook. ai'm pretty sure yu guys will be struck wit a 'WOW.!~' blast.
wat happened next was a lot more interesting. forum and book launch organised by REFSA(Research for Social Advancement) featuring Liew Chin Tong, Nurul Izzah Anwar, Nik Nazmi Nik Ahmad and Hannah Yeoh. de book entitled 'Speaking for The Reformasi Generation'.
dats de first taim in my entire life dat i listened to politician directly and personally. things delivered by them were soo mind blasting till de part dat ai change mai perception over politician on de spot.
ai got a believe dat politician suck just like a pornstar. know nothing but for de sake of getting something, they even dare to sell off their pride and dignity. to make thing even worse, they're famous for it and proud of it.
but after listening to all de panelist, ai said its different. only 'some' politician suck just like pornstar and ai just witness few who're not tangle wit this category.
ai'm praying for their success in their fight for a better Malaysia.
though ai missed meeting mai relatives dat's coming over to mai house. though ai got home late at nite(supposely be home at 3pm but return at 10pm instead.! lol). and though ai spend quite lots of money, ai dont regret it.
cause dat's de price dat ai pay for de lesson from de life itself. and ai dont regret it cause i believe dat quality comes at a price and de amount dat ai've paid was way too cheap for this life long learning session.
made couple of new frens and contact. freshen up mai mind from all de misery. triggering some more idea. ai say dat its damn worth it. another productive day dat ai value de most. thanks GOD for de opportunities given and looking forward for more in future. :P
Posted at 08:13 am by
acit
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Sunday, September 06, 2009
if de society dat we live today act like some sort of company dat provide varities of service for de people dat live within in.
therefore, they must have customer support as well. i should go and seek de feedback form. there's a complaint need to be made. or maybe i should just go straight to de CEO of de company. aah.~ dat would be much more effective.
Posted at 10:20 am by
acit
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Monday, August 31, 2009
i really need to learn to say No. i first thought dat it's oke to have it cause yu know, people said "..we're here for each other.." and vice versa. but then somehow, sikap 'takpe lah' that i strongly have within me been 'killing' myself.
there's few things dat been happened recently sebagai kemuncak dimana aku sedar nye betape 'baek hati' nye aku ini (gile perasan :p). but i'm not gonna mention it here apetah lagi membangket name si polan dan si polan.
biar lah yang lepas tu jadi suatu pengajaran yang mana menjadi asas dalam penceritaan hari isuk.takpe lah.
hati itu satu soal yang rumit nak dikupas kan. paling payah sekali bilamana orang makan hati.
sangat-sangat susa. especially for me cause i dont really like it when people have like some sort of dissatisfaction towards me. its pretty annoying actually.
i hate it cause its like pulling a trigger to hatred and separation. bermule daripada sekecik-kecik hal bule melarat sampai jadi masalah negara. its pretty sad to hear that people even dare to take drastic action due to this matter.
mari same-same pohon pada Dia supaya dipaleng kan hati daripada kemarahan dan kebencian yang mengundang kepada permasalahan. dan juga dari bisikan kus-kus syaitannirojim.
juga pohon dikurniakan keselamatan kepada Malaysia sempena ulangtahon kemerdekaan kali ini dan semoge dilembut kan hati untok bertoleransi dan dikurnia hidayah dalam merintis warna-warni perjalanan. amin.
(=_=')
Posted at 06:30 am by
acit
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Thursday, August 27, 2009
genap 21 tahun semenjak kelua daripada rahim bonda.
aku bukan yahudi mabok, so dont really bother nak beria-ria sambot macam mereka.
kinda against de typical idea of celebrating birthday. its pretty bulls**t.
people been wishing other wit "Happy Birthday" though they know it well, its not really a birthday, but a birthday anniversary. i know it sound remeh but yeah, if wi simply following wat de others say or do, i'm wondering how will wi response when one day lots of people come out and say eating shit is okay plus its good for your health. pretty yummy eh.?
cara hidop itu bukan suatu yang kau buleh buat sesuka rasa saja sewenang-wenangnya sebab kalau kau kentut sekali pon, kau harus jawap nanti pada Dia.
i once heard a stori bout birthday. being told dat menurut kalendar hijrah, hari kelaheran itu adelah hari kematian juga yang mana telah ditentukan tatkala ditiup kan roh dalam jasad.
if its true, then mai birthdate and de day dat ai will die will be on 14 Muharram.
but then yeah, life and death is not under our jurisdiction. but living is. therefore instead of wondering how or when'll i die, better think of how to live to de fullest.
been asked, wat do ai wan for mai birthday as a present. dont really ask for aniting actually. instead, been asking maiself wat can i give to de others.
how can people benefit from me or things dat ai have or done. maseh dalam proses pembelajaran dan percobaan dalam menjadi pohon yang rendang, berbuah dan berbunga.
but somehow, ai been dreaming of buying couple of books from Kinokuniya. one bout thousand of qoutes gathered from all around de world and another one on something about everything. its really kewl and it will be a way kewler if people can get it for me.
not as a birthday present, but as some sort of token of appreciation for watever shit that happen or maybe simply for no reason. hey, its good to simply give yu know though its for people that yu dont even know.
i've been crapping a lot here. i should stop now.
by de way, happy birthday anniversary for me (-_-')
Posted at 06:22 am by
acit
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